When life gives you lemons grab the gin

Q & A With F(IV)E

What if we gave it all up today? Seems the only we reason we keep running on this treadmill of eternal life is to make money, to keep what we have. If we let it go, what would the reason be to keep going? Who loses? Us or them? If we quit working to make their dreams come true, would we then have time to work on actualizing our own hopes, our own dreams? Who says we can’t?

answer: the landlord

Who is the real lord of the land? Are we not free? Do we enslave ourselves to freedom? How do we become free? Such a dear price we pay for these moments of wonder. What is the last thing that we own that they want possession of?

answer: mind

Fight. Stop running. Some collective way of thinking could change the face of our fallen society. We’ve ultimately given way and given them control. Leave your mark~in the dirt, in the grass, in the snow. Let them know they won’t win this last race against a society ready to transform into a place of power.

Thank you for visiting us again InbetweenFourAndFive, we’ve missed you.

time to change the positive to a negative…

i’d say it’s par for the course. had a friend, who acquired a boyfriend two years in (mind you she was pushing 30). during her three years of depression, i spent an awful lot of my time helping her find positive ways to deal with her depression, vacations to san francisco, austin, the random road trip and after about two years, my fair weather friend got extremely attached to her brand new boyfriend, who came out of nowhere and took over her mind (here i will keep my opinions to myself). well needless to say the boyfriend slowly took over 100 percent of her time and i fell to the hollow lands. happily i existed-left my personal feelings aside-three months later… nothing… i mean literally dead air, no replies, no notice, no loss, nothing, nada.

hey i am no amy winehouse, but seems to me some sort of explanation would have been warranted but hell no, and so here i sit writing of another friend lost because she can’t figure out how to be an independent woman, while managing a relationship with a man.

and so it goes… it goes away… and i set it free.

women need to empower themselves, love themselves for who they are, not for what they represent once they get a caveman who they in turn let run the show. i’m not a feminist, i am a peace loving child of a lost age, trying to help others grow and appreciate who they are and what they can become on their own.